Hectic week,

You never want to know what hell I went through this week. You can never imagine me to be at that situation of being so stressed up till I neglected my food and time spent with my loved ones and even my laptop! I have to say this examination period really causes me to fall ill and at some point of time, I felt like giving up! Perhaps I’m just so unlucky for OB exam that I’ve got a mental block during the exam itself and the only way to encourage me to study for my other subjects is to cry everything out and think positively (:

Anyways, I’m afraid that my GPA might drop or I might take a Supplementary paper for my OB subject UNLESS my coursework really helps me out somehow. I’m truly disappointed! But to think logically, I had 5 bloody important exams to cover and coping with it is not easy and thus mental block might occur.

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It sounds ridiculous but I really have to study for it. Yah, I’m talking about my Riding Theory Test. Some might say it’s easy and only dumb people would study for it but they never understand as to why I have to pass this badly. I’ve got god by my side and I really hope his there went I need the help.

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Wohoo! Holidays babey! I’m looking forward for a hectic holidays? LOL! But I’ll try to squeeze in some happenings with my JR rangers Girlfriends and of cause, my bike practical! And please STOP brainwashing me about the danger of riding just to prevent me from having my license. I can’t stop half-way and nobody will stop this growing passion in me. Haha!

I’m deprived of sleep! I’ve got to hit my comfy bed right now. Goodnights ((:

takecare love.

HAPPY BIRTHDAY, Dee Noreen ((:

HAPPY 37th BELATED BIRTHDAY DEE NOREEN!

You’re my World Best Sister apart from Bu Ayesha ((:

I love you for always spending on me.

I love you for always pampering me.

I love you for always being my sister.

I love you for always feeding me too.

But I don’t love you for always nagging at me like a mother, LOL!

37 years of life isn’t easy for you. A year older is a wiser you! Hopefully, HEHE!

And so we had a mini lovedones gathering over at Simei East Point, Eatzi Gourmet.

Pictures all uploaded in facebooooookkkk! ((:

takecare love.

heart breaks,

I can’t believe my eyes. You couldn’t imagine how my heart breaks upon looking at it.

I was hoping that it was someone else but nah, you just have to disappoint me. I might be assuming too much but if it is for real, how? Pictures might be deceiving but 99%, it doesn’t.

Do I suppose to stay on to my decision or move on?...

But the funny thing is you’re not aware that it is you who disappoint me ( it’s pretty obvious) and instead trying to cheer me. See! How now?

Oh well, I’m not satisfied with my Macroeconomic exam just now. Not because I don’t study but my surroundings are too pressurizing me. It seems more worst than an O level examination where all candidates are seated at the hall and the tension holding on. I couldn’t control my tension and went blank for like a few minutes. I tried reading the questions a few times and at the same time uttering some prayers hoping that I would remember somethings.

Thank god, his there to help me out but still Section B, I’ve got to screw it up big time :(

Gerekkakis+ CT; everyone was just so similar to a hungry ghost. We were starving after our 2hours major paper unlike Kenneth who had 2 bananas, LOL! So, we decided on Burger King? And eventually had a mini window shopping and a home sweet home ((:

P/S: Bu Ayesha is like the best! We had a hell of time together just now. SECRETS!

takecare love.

26TH FEB, please come.

Examination period is almost here and I’ve been painstakingly preparing for it in the hope of scoring very good grades for this last lap of my freshmen year. I shouldn’t deny that the mood isn’t there yet but I’m trying you see. I’m still in the “exam-is-still- far-so-let’s-have-fun” mood! Oh god, don’t make me procrastinate too much and start being studious! I can never relax myself because I’m in the state of dying to complete 5 important papers! Will I survive through this? Only god knows.

So, I couldn’t be wasting my time here on blogspot.com nor facebook.com or anything else. Let’s get to serious business for now and enjoy after everything ended, okay? All the best to everyone too! ((:

P/S: If you’re free, please do watch “Slum dog Millionaire” a popular Bollywood movie that has won many awards and was nominated for ten academy awards! It’s seriously a MUST WATCH movie! I definitely love it so much ((:

takecare love.

Valentine?

I was indeed surprised by my dearest girlfriends who made my Valentine Day a sweet one. I was painstakingly preparing myself for exams when my dearest Mira came over to just pass me a box of heart shaped cookies which she made all by her own. I was really surprised and touched upon receiving it. Dee Ayesha also got me things for my Valentine. Thanks a lot my dearest sweethearts!

Have you ever attended a wedding on Valentine Day? Oh my god, I think it is so sweet!

Actually wedding wasn’t one of my activities today but since Nazurah has got to pester me, I’ve got no choice but to follow. A new experience (practically checking out the guys, hehe) but overall its fun with those dearest of mine ((:

And not forgotten today. I just dislike that Malay bitch! Right, everyone?! Fucking no balls, sheesh!We’re so happy to ruin your valentine, haha!

Once again, Happy Valentine Day to everyone no matter you’re attached, married or single. It doesn’t make any difference for me being a single and to celebrate it joyfully because I’ve got my dearest sweethearts as my companion. 19 years of singlehood, babey!

takecarelove.

thegerekkakis departure :(

Yesterday was officially the last day of school which means I’m going to miss studying with my cliques in class! It was really indeed very fast for such a departing moment but we have got no choice. I really hope everyone do their best for this very last lap till we reach the junior year!

I’ve to really highlight this to every single of you people who made my days in class wonderful ((:

* I’ll definitely Miss thegerekkakis extremely much!

* I’ll definitely Miss MR INSTANT THAI for his

“I don’t know if I stupid or what” incidents (Fun-ney)

* I’ll definitely Miss MISS BOSSY for her “ Anything la” attitude.

* I’ll definitely Miss MR STANLEY as my “ press play” partner.

* I’ll definitely Miss MISS KANCHEONG as my teaching partner and her kancheong-ness!

* I’ll definitely Miss MISS BLURQUEEN for her blur-ness and a best person to disturb!

* I’ll definitely Miss MISS BHOCHAP’s ahlianess and gossiping periods.

* I’ll definitely Miss MISS XIAOHUI saying HI!

I swear I definitely miss everyone I’ve mention =(

As long as our spirit of together-ness is truly seen,

I’m certain our friendship for less than a year will definitely be forever, I hope.

takecare love.

Wished,

Days to come and I’m done with my year 1. Just as I thought it was my first time entering the school, I didn’t expect it to be this fast.

Absolutely, I’m going to miss 2 things in year 1. My classmates and those coincidental meetings :(

Oh wells, year 1’s is a blast for me with those funniest, lamest and coolest clique of mine. I’ve never thought they’re a great clique till we really finds out about our common interest, GOSSIPING! It’s really a joy to have them. I’m thankful to have most of you as my group mates and those hard works we put in is worth our time and effort. I seriously wish any of you to be in the same class as me next semester or not, I’ll definitely die and need to make up with new friends. Wonder if they are nice, funny and lame like you cliques or perhaps able to take my jokes/ lame answers. But anyways, all the best for the end year exam! I’m definitely sure everyone could make it to next semester, insyallah.

Like everyone, I’m very eager to end my year 1 at least and proceed to the next stage of life. But, however, this little heart of mine couldn’t accept the fact that the semester is ending. I will definitely miss those coincidental meetings in school like at least every day. I can’t deny one thing that motivates me to come to school is the hope of bumping with each other but it seems that year 2 will be such a bore to me since nothing could motivates me well. Oh well, it isn’t about seeing him but it’s about the after effect of seeing him. I guess only some knows how I would be smiling from ear to ear showing off my pearly teeth and how I would be jumping like one frog? LOL

For now, I think god is testing me or perhaps letting me to wait for a good outcome? Seriously, do I need such a big sacrifice? I won’t know the outcome but the feeling of giving up is almost there. But I know such word don’t exist in my life dictionary. I won’t want to be labelled a “loser” but I think many finds me “coward”. What do you think? I seriously think everyone’s right to claim me as such.

takecare love.

meanings,

I’ve always love long bus rides home especially when you’ve got someone that accompanies you and when stories are shared among us with dark lights plus a back seat.

I shouldn’t deny how much I enjoyed my day today. I’m happy that dearest Deera got everything that she needed from Valentine day present to Mom’s birthday gift and to her sister’s requested stockings. Not forgetting, we actually went for a date. No, nothing like what you’re thinking! It’s just another movie together after so many months. I’ve got to suggest Luck by Chance to all fans of Bollywood! I don’t only fall for the actor, Farhan Akhtar, but the whole script of the movie! Every sentence really does make me ponder. Well, it’s trying to show us the inside world of a superstar and of cause, love affairs.

And so, I fallen for him but all disappointed after finding out about him being married and with 2 children! Sheesh!

Life is just about failure or success and that’s what we individual have to decide.

takecare love.

Where is the party tonight?

4-in-1 party! My loved ones turn a year older this month and it was celebrated together like we always do. Presents and more presents! And definitely, great and scrumptious home cooked food by my dear Ammi, the great chef, and Bubu Faridah’s delicious Mhoon! I swear the were too many food and I couldn’t make a choice of which to eat first and yah, i eat them all! PIG!

Let the pictures roll ((:

MR ZYEDAN CELEBRATED IN SCHOOL:

He looks veryy cute in his school uniform!

with his friends,

Nana Dan Shah and Zyeheen Shah ((:

AT HOME:

HAPPY BIRTHDAY!

YUMMYYY!!

the loved ones!

Family potrait,

bengak face!

Dee Noreen's gift.

Birthday gifts for Bhai Is

money, moNEY& MORE MONEY!

FUTURE: drummer, biker, artist& scholar! AMEEN ((:

takecare love.

FEBRUARY BABIES;

Finally projects submissions and presentations/ role plays are over. But I couldn’t be that overjoyed yet since the major exams are seriously around the corner. In fact, I can feel their arrivals any time sooner and so, I’ve decided to start studying by tomorrow. All the best everyone! ((:

Great news, I did terribly good for both Business Statistics and Business Accounts but now, I've really have to work hard for my end semester exams. It's more vital!

(QH& Zue')
Anyways, last Thursday I had my French role play. I bet we did quite well since our props are really creative

(done by me personally and with the help of my niece and nephews who helped me cut the things and printings.) (taken exacly 1 year ago, my treat to SAKURA)
And anyways again, HAPPY 3 YEARS OLD MY DEAR ZYEDAN SHAH! You’re growing to be an educated, religious, lovable and plus everything nice ((: INSYALLAH! May you be a good boy, a reliable son to your parents, a rolemodel brother to Zyeheen Shah and a Sweetu to Shah’s family! You know I’m your superhero and so are you to me. LOVEEE!

Not forgetting my dearest siblings (Dee Noreen& Iskandar Shah bhai), late Mami Nachak’s and sister-in-law’s (Bubu Faridah) birthdays! February babies whom I truly love.

May allah always bless you, amin!

I couldnt wait for the party tomorrow ((:

time check: 01:03

I shall kiss my bed now so toodles! =D

takecare love.

not another soul :(

I can’t bear to see him in that condition where his sickness overpowered him, terribly. He seems feeble and sadly, he wasn’t being the real self, that strong and tough father that I always see in him despite his old age. I just hate the feeling of experiencing incidence such when your loved ones are terribly sick and weaken by it. I go through it once and sometimes I wish, I wouldn’t experience it again. But, everything has to happen.

For now, all I could do is just to depend on god. Oh god, protect my father whom I don’t wish to lose and insyallah, by tomorrow he’ll be fine. Will you?

takecare love.

FISH&CO.

(Others uploaded in Facebook)

Everyone’s separated and today marks the 2nd last time we will be having great lunch together. I will definitely miss them terribly. Will I be this lucky to get such enthusiastic and enjoyable clan as my classmates next semester?

Miss KIASU(me) will miss her clan badly. We’ll definitely spend at least some time together even though we’ll be in a different class next semester, for sure ((:

So today’s special: Fish& Co. I love the fish nuggets *inside joke+ actions* and definitely it wouldn’t be complete without any fish& chips. I’m loving fish& co, god!

& I'LL DEFINITELY MISS THE LAMEST JOKE WE HAD TOGETHER TOO ((:

LOL

takecare love.

BOTAK?

( I WANT MY OLD OLD HAIR BACK!)

I’m thinking of “BOTAK”? How’s that? I’m seriously stressed out by just looking at my hair condition right now. But SAHIRAN SAHUL HAMID said I will look SUPER HOT if I do that. Obviously, he was really sarcastic to me! Stupid Bhai tonjet! ((:

I’ve promised not to listen to one party itself. I MUST hear out from the other too, right? After meeting the real her yesterday, I’ve learnt everything. I’ve learn her pain, her life, her miseries and her happenings. Life can be so unpredictable even if you sees that she’s seems perfectly happy with her life. Thank god, she was given all the courage to go through this until now and till when, only god knows. May she be stronger by days!

And for those surprises I’m longing to have, I doubting it. I’ve decided to and I will open my choices to some. I can’t possibly give such hopes and if I’ve decided it and moved on, don’t come telling me you’ve regret it again. Till then, nights ((:

takecare love.