YOU :(

I barely could focus.

Nothing useful could be done when all I was doing was to think about it.

You seem not to care because till now, there isn’t anything that is done.

There will definitely be a reason to why I’m unhappy about it.

Perhaps you should change.

I felt like being treated as a 2nd alternative- not rated as important to your life.

Everything that’s happening, I’m unaware of it.

Making someone to wait isn’t nice at all too.

Changing plans last minute is not interesting at all.

The least that could be done is to INFORM and makes the matter not worst.

For at least, make me feel important and exist in your life which I don’t feel like it.

Do not say what you can’t do.

Do not promise what you can’t give.

So do you still care for me?

For at least I know and not bother you if you don’t.

takecare love.

Randomized,

Exactly a month to go till this school semester ends. I can’t wait for it to end for at least I could have sometime for myself and my loved ones. I’m looking forward to Mr Holiday and to be as free as I wish for everyday.

Life is difficult for me. I’m always left to choose between two important things in my life be it my love, friendship, school or dance life. Sometimes, I hate it when people could not compromise and solve the problem peacefully and sometimes, you wish everything that you wish for will come true always. It seems impossible, nah? I know.

I’m missing you love.

Takecare love.

LOST.

Another new week is starting and it is not going to be easy. Seriously, I can’t wait for this semester to end and start a brand new year in school.

I find myself lost and struggling in school and I really wish everything to end fast.
I’m starting back my old routine of updating my blog with the weekly happenings so it helps me to be more organised. So, let’s start.

1) Communication Skills 2-
· 20th January 2010- Role Play Assessment
· 22th January 2010- Reflection journal& Peer Assessment
· 6th February 2010- Summative Test
· 10th February 2010- Interview Role Play
2) Club& Resort Business
· 25th January 2010- Class Test 2
3) Travel& Leisure Business
· 29th January 2010- Group Presentation
· 5th February 2010- Class Test 2
4) Human Resource ( Recruitment& HR Administration and Management of Employee Relations)
· 27th January 2010- Report Submission
· 1 February 2010- Employee Wellness Presentation
· 4th February 2010- Mind map Presentation

Apart from this, I’ve got intensive dance trainings to be added on. May you provide me strength and care throughout this period.

P/S: ILY, BEE!

takecare love.

Missed Out.

I’ve realised how much I’ve been missing lately and have left this space untouched. I guessed I have to apologize to those avid readers of mine who kept pestering me to update this lonely blog. So, I just need to lighten it with my hectic but enjoyable life now.

However, it is ridiculous to say every single detail of my life so I guess; it is going to be just a brief one from where I’ve stopped.

A new year, with a brand new me. I really hope for blessings and good luck charm in everything I do. May every single mistake I’ve committed in the past, will never repeat. I really hope for the best and motivation from all my loved ones and especially you, Allah.

Studies have been really tough for me this semester. I will never blame it on my passion or myself. It is not that I’ve got no time to study nor dancing is bothering me, it is just that studies are getting tougher as our education level gets higher. I have tried my really best in doing my group and individual projects and it all depends on the Almighty to grade me because I believe when I want something, I’ve got to work hard for it, pray hard and leave it to him to decide.

Dance has always been part of my life and I really hope that this passion will not die in me. As much as I’m trying to grow myself in it, I pray that it won’t.

I’m glad that we’re in FINALS for Dance Jodi! I really hope that every effort we’ve put in will not go to waste and may Allah be fair in this too.

Do support us on 14th March 2010 for the finals and every Monday-10pm Vasantham!

Recently, before the finals, we had the semi finals round and it was HIP HOP! I was totally excited that we could make it through finals even though we’ve not tried that genre before, amazingly!

And recently too, I was involved in the New Year show, “Dhaam Dhoom”, organised by Vasantham. It was a great experience too.

So, it seems like Year 2 is coming to an end and I really hope for a smoother Year3. Here come exams and Mr Holidays! I can’t wait to go Bangkok for dance. I’m kind of excited that I was selected to represent Singapore for a new production, INVOKING RASAS, to be presented at the upcoming Bangkok Fringe Festival 2010.

Perhaps, a great opportunity for me and may my dream comes true.

However, I wished you were there as Valentine Day will be a lonely one for me, love.

I love you.

Takecare love.