J. Rangers Girlfriends ((:

(My lovely and gorgeous Girlfriends!)

Oh dear, I’m missing my JR girls so much.

Everything due to the movie that I went to watch lately, WILDCHILD!

The great bonding they have is totally similar to mine, of cos. I do treasure my friends like totally. As I’ve always said they are my painkillers, my laughing gas, my tear stoppers, my bitching bitches & my fighters.

Oh yes, they are more like a family to me.

I just can’t wait to have a great holiday with them! Everything is planned and I’m so looking forward to it!

Let’s have our splendid and awesome party together girlfriends!!! ((:

I’ve got a conflict with my group members, I guess.

Oh not only me, I’ve got the support from the girls. Will you keep quiet when your own group members aren’t doing anything and gave all the workload to you and some others? Isn’t that unfair? Didn’t I do the right thing to actually confront him? I certainly agree to what I’m doing. But I guess that person is nothing more than a ball-less creature that have no guards to actually reply me. Idiots! If it gets worst, I’ve got no choice but to complain to the teacher. I’m certain that it is the only way to resolve the problem. After all, we didn’t wish to have such a group members and I always prefer my own girls to be as a group like how it used to be in semester 1.

Heck this!

Oh well, everyone is in the stress mood now, I bet. Let’s do it and may Mr Holiday welcome us again soon! I’m looking forward for a great holiday with my family, girlfriends and friends. Do your best everyone!((:

takecare love.

burden.

STRESS = :`(

I don’t understand to why must I make myself this stress?

- Semester Test around the corner
- Piles of projects
- Bike license in progress
- Dance to commit to

Examination period is less than two weeks time and I’ve yet prepared myself for it. I’m certainly not really confident of most of the chapters in the different types of modules I’m taking for now. To think of it, it seems that I’ve got up to 5 tests coming up and it doesn’t seem easy at all. Furthermore, projects are piling up each day and datelines seem nearer. But yet, only part of it is done and the sense of satisfaction is never there.

Worst still, Thursday is my very first French Exam- 40%!

Bike license! Another stress topic to be added on in my life! And tomorrow is my first ever bike practical in CDC. I’m totally nervous about it and the thought of passing seems impossible! Yes, I know I’ve got to be confident and never be afraid to learn. But still, the nervousness is not going anywhere. Oh yes, I’ve got to get rid of it. I must!

The thought of changing my style of fashion is totally weird and funny! From my fetish for tight tights, body-hugging top and heels/slippers to someone who wears rather boyish style- jacket, jeans and snickers! It seems so ridiculous but yet for this, I’ve got to sacrifice and be back to the usual me 11 years ago!

I don’t believe that I’m doing this! HA-HA!

Dance has always been my passion since my younger days and hell no; I’m not giving it up! Yes, it will make me busy and adds on to the workload but still interest means interest. I can’t stop it. I mustn’t deny that I do enjoy myself during practices as I will learn new steps but for now, with the problem faced, I’m lacking the interest.

No, I’m trying not to give this up due to what’s happening. What I can say, I’m not responsible for it and so it’s not my matter and please don’t bother me because I’ve got many other things to settle with.

And so, I’m out of this and don’t include me, thanks.

I’m not trying to be selfish but I’ve got to do what’s most important for me.

Oh well, I’ve got to get my stuffs ready for tomorrow practical and so, I shall get moving! Hopefully everything will go on fine, amin! Toodles ((:
Take care love.

DOSTANA (Friendship)

“Excuse me miss, can I check your Identification card(IC) because it’s MC16!”

Oh my god, don’t I even look like an 18 years old teenager?

This is damn ridiculous because I certainly knew I don’t look like a young teenager of the age below 16!

For once, I’m happy that I’ve enrolled myself for class 2B and happily showed my IC to prove that I’m 18 but such incident, oh my, you can’t imagine how embarrassed I was when she ask me for it.

Heck that! NC16? You might probably think what kind of movie I watched in the theatre lately. Oh well, none other than Hindi movie! DOSTANA! I’ve got to rate it 4/5 because the movie is absolutely different from the normal Hindi movie, the songs are superbly good, the romantic scenes (aww!), it’s absolutely funny and entertaining to watch.

And oh my god, I swear John Abraham is very very very very very very HOT!

How can I just realise this?

How I wish those moments in the movie..*DREAM*

takecare love.

Streaming Result ((:

( HIP HIP HOORAYYY!)

Alhamdullilah!

With god’s grace, I’m given my first choice, Business course.

And I’m hoping to get into Entrepreneurship and Human Resource.

Allah, please help me ((:

I always believe that whatever you wish for and you make the effort to work for it, you will for sure achieve it.

And I also believe that whatever god has given to us, we shouldn’t change it or be unhappy towards it. Because he knows the best and it’s all fated in our destiny!

SMILE ALWAYSSS!((:

take care love.

INDIANS- ARTS FESTIVAL ((:

SPARKS DIWALI SHOW!

Everyone were at their best ((:

PRETTY costumes. LOVELY singers. AWESOME dance. INCREDIBLY stomp!

MOSTLY-ICG!

BOLLYWOOD DANCERS ((:

PRETTY LADIES,
INDIAN GIRLS!

CCP- WAFAH AND JAY!
FASHION- DINEESHA,KASTURI&POVAN

FASHION- SURAJ&NELVIN

MAN HUNT? LOL-er!

FASHION((:

FASHION-GIRLS!

STOMP!

ZUE'-ZALIKHA-NELVIN
ARUNNNNNNN =D
:D
DANCERS+KARI

CANDID

MAJULAH SINGAPURA? HAHA,LOL-er!

MY FAVOURITES ((:
D-NESHYYY =D

CASTILOOOO =DTHE PHOTOGRAPHERS OF THE DAY ((:

MERCI!

TAKECARE LOVE.

Bu ((:

I LOVE YOU, BU AYESHA!

Perhaps, when the time comes, then I shall move on with life.

Like how Bu is feeling now. I’m pretty much happy to see her smiling this widely!

I shall thank god that she’s feeling this way.

I really wish she’s over that bastard and be a happier girl with Mr Khan! ((:

I’m very certain that with him around, she’s able to get over her past and be that rightfully Mrs Khan in the future! Wohoooo! =D

Today has been the best shopping spree with my dear Bu! She spends like nobody business, I swear! From Far East Plaza to Cotton On and so on! And I love everything that she bought! Oh yeah, I’m really lucky to have that kindda sister, don’t I? We’re lucky enough to have the same body size and this make it easier for us to share everything that we buy.

Hmm, I’m confused.

Why am I feeling this happy?

Oh well people, I’ve been falling for this song lately.

The song by Beyonce- Flaws and All!

Enjoy! ((:

take care love.

Hidden talent?

Pretty girlfriend!

I’m hoping that you had a blast with your Mr Charming!

And you know I’m totally happy about you looking even prettier.

Not that you isn’t pretty but you look extra gorgeous with pretty curls on you ((:

Hopefully he is enamoured by your beauty, Gf!

“I think you could be the next ‘mak andam’ (bridal make-up artist) and follow your Mami Jenab’s traits” Ammi ensured me.

Surprisingly, she said that. Well, I guess she’s impressed by my make-up style that she always nag just to make me doll her up whenever she got any functions! Funny Ammi!

Talking about Mami Jenab, I’m kind of missing her. How I wish she’s back in Singapore and continue her bridal make-up and catering business! Well, at least I could learn more about it and I miss her cooking badly! =(

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P/S: I’m a brave girl, it seems!

takecare love.

Sucks,

Mood-less!

There are so many things on my mind right now. How I wish I could let it out to anyone whom I’m close to. It’s just killing me! It takes a day for everything to happen, doesn’t it? Life just has to suck this way! And it seems like the past is repeating itself.

I’ve gone speechless when I saw it. It doesn’t make me feel any better than before. I’m just presuming things around me and I’m not sure if I should agree to my guard feelings. Is it an overreaction kind of thing? But yet again, the very same question caused me to ponder.And now, I felt like saying no to myself. I wonder why!

No air. I felt like a weakling today unable to breathe normally.

Oh yes, it felt like death is calling, it seems..

And I’m really sorry people if I wasn’t in the good mood and if I felt irritated or what.

Or if you think I’m angry with you.

Today just suck for me!

I felt angry towards anything even to myself.

takecare love.

STUCK IN THE MIDDLE WITH YOU..

I’m so doubting this feeling in me.

I’m just pondering upon the question.

“Do I?”

As always, I’m a confused kid!

=(

takecare love.

If I Were A Boy

I have always thought that Beyonce’s songs are just the bomb!

All her lyrics are power! Love her!
And yes, in general, I think it’ll be wonderful if men could easily understand us girls, in almost every way.That will be great, don’t you think so? ((:

For now people,

Get a load of the lyrics!

If I were a boy

Even just for a day

I'd roll out of bed in the morning

And throw on what I wanted and go

Drink beer with the guys

And chase after girls

I'd kick it with who I wanted

And I'd never get confronted for it

Cause they stick up for me

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

If I were a boy

I would turn off my phone

Tell everyone it's broken

So they'd think that I was sleeping alone

I'd put myself first

And make the rules as I go

Cause I know that she'd be faithful,

Waiting for me to come home, to come home.

If I were a boy

I think I could understand

How it feels to love a girl

I swear I'd be a better man

I'd listen to her

Cause I know how it hurts

When you lose the one you wanted

Cause he's taking you for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

It's a little too late for you to come back

Say it's just a mistake,

Think I'd forgive you like that

If you thought I would wait for you

You thought wrong

But you're just a boy

You don't understand

And you don't understand, ohhhh

How it feels to love a girl

Someday you wish you were a better man

You don't listen to her

You don't care how it hurts

Until you lose the one you wanted

Cause you're taking her for granted

And everything you had got destroyed

But you're just a boy

takecarelove.

:(

Firstly, I shouldn’t have planned to catch a movie with them.
Secondly, I shouldn’t agree to spend our time at Mc Donald’s instead of going home.

Thirdly, I shouldn’t share my life story.

Fourthly, I shouldn’t talk about you.

Fifthly, I shouldn’t let them use my hand phone for such purpose.

Six-ly, I shouldn’t pick up the call.

Seventhly, I shouldn’t let them embarrassed me!

Oh my god, only you know how I felt.

*TEARING*-

take care love.

Falling apart..?

Once again, thanks everyone for the wonderful wishes be it by SMS/comment box/calls. Thank you my lovely Indians for the unexpected and expected surprises? Haha! Though my birthday is 2 days back, I’m glad to receive more wishes, gifts and scrumptious dinner! Thank you Dee Noreen for today’s dinner at Thai-Chinese cuisine and even for the expensive slipper! I’m yet to wait for more gifts from you as you have promised! Love you a lot ((:
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Falling apart? I’ve got to agree that this year have been a terrible year for most of the couples. Not that I’m generalising this but most of my close buddies went through the same hardship and pain. I don’t know if it’s lucky for me to be single or what. But seriously, I felt the pain that they went through. Sometimes, I wish I could help them even more but nevertheless, my help do benefit them at least. And the least I could do is to advice and give that emotional support.

Whatever it is, think positively and never make that a reason for your fall in life. After all, it’s you who controls yourself and not others.
Takecare love.

Stolen,

Oh my god, thank you lovelies for the lovely day and those lovely gifts! It was simply nice to celebrate my birthday near such a so called “romantic” area+ the cute froggies jumping around to celebrate to it too! The cake is awesome, Dineesha! I just can’t explain how wonderful it was and I’m sorry if I was a bit out of mood.

I bet the pictures shall be uploaded soon. Sorry!

At times, nothing will go on like you wish it would. I just felt that you still have not given me the full trust. You don’t seem to believe the friends I’m with despite knowing some of them. You don’t seem to understand my feeling when you talk to me in that tone. You don’t seem to give me the chance to explain my reason. You just have to forget about my birthday and start nagging at me? You seem to prefer me to tear and being the old unreasonable father that you use to be. Please don’t. I love you still (:

take care love.

Happy Birthday, Zue'!

A peck on her cheeks is nothing compared to her 9 months of suffering. Thanks Ammi for being the hero of my life and letting me have the opportunity to see this wonderful world! (:

Yet again, another year of my birth without that lovely lady whom I truly adore! That very lady whom took care of me for 14 years of her life, loving me like her own daughter and for whom I truly love and always respect even until now! But I’m certain; she’s looking at me from above and always will.

I just hate separations, seriously.

Thank you Dee Noreen for that wonderful dinner together. I just can’t stop loving you and you just can’t stop pampering me with all oh so expensive gifts or anything I want. Today’s dinner at Swensens is really wonderful though it was really last minute and not many was there to celebrate it, I swear its lovely of you. Oh well, you know I’m waiting for my brand new hand phone, haha. Thanks for that wonderful gift! ((:
HAPPY BIRTHDAYY ((: Blow up-ed!Thank you dearest sister for that treat!
I SCREAM, YOU SCREAM, ICE CREAM!!CHERRYYY
PICTURE PERFECTT!

Since it was my birthday, I actually decided to pamper myself. Shaan Beauty Parlour at her best service and oh yes, I’m very satisfied for now. LOVELY! I would love to thank everybody who wishes me. This year has been a great year for me and shall it be for the rest of the years. Only some knows why =D

Take care love.

WISH,wish.

The ugly picture that you use to like. I remember (:
It was exactly this date, 2years back. How I wish I’ve got such a wonderful birthday surprise from god again.

But yet again, impossible!



take care love.