DEPRESSING!

(Note: 18 points and below- considered pass but without any immediate failure)

I couldn’t believe this but its happening. I’m just so unlucky.

Perhaps, it’s not the time yet. I’ve got to accept it and work on this.

Definitely, Zue’ never gives up!

I also couldn’t believe that I said “FUCK” and cried in front of the Traffic Police who gave my result. Didn’t said sorry to him but I’m sure he understands my feeling.

But thanks to him, I feel a little bit better. At least I improved A LOT in my demerit points.

God just wants to ensure that I’m a safe rider, ha-ha!

But really, it’s really unfair to why others could pass. They’re just LUCKY! Never mind.

takecare love.

*WISHES*

Motivation level has gone down. Really down, I’m pretty sure. I have to start working smartly from now on because my hard work is not working on me anymore, tsk!

Why is it difficult this time to succeed in anything I do?

Am I being cursed? Hopefully no.

Or am I too worked out? Possibly no.

Oh god, I really have to feel your presence.

I need you to be right by my side.

I need your blessing in whatever I do.

Is it that difficult to grant it?

1 day to go and you’re deciding on this.

God, please bless me.

P/S: lucky charm, anyone?

takecare love.

Ramadhan :))

Weekly plans:

1) TP Test (Thursday)
2) TP Revision (Tuesday& Wednesday)
3) Japanese Test (Thursday)
4) Japanese Revision (Wednesday)
5) HRM project (Tuesday& Wednesday)
6) Dance Diary(Tuesday& Thursday)
7) Dance Performance- (Saturday- Centre point), (Sunday- North point).
8) Business Calculus Project(Thursday)

That’s for this week, perhaps.

Anyways, examination timetable is out. Should I be happy over this?

Firstly, I’m only having 3 modules to focus on but on the other hand, I’m not prepared for this. This is not me, certainly not. I’ve been slacking too much over this semester and I guess, I have to start focusing and spending more time in school labs doing my work!

Come on Zue, you can do it ((:

Exams, here I am!

And, Mr Holiday is coming! I can’t wait, Yay!

I miss my JR girlfriends pretty much. We should hang out during the holidays, babes!

Fasting month is coming, I can't wait!

Perhaps, breaking our fast together, like how we usually have it together?

I miss those days.

Ramadhan is always the month for our friendship :))

However, I'll definitely have a hard time this fasting month due to countless dance trainings.

Endurance, Zue'! I'll definitely can :)

takecare love.

Obsessed,

“Ok besop (besok) kita jumpa dalam centre point say!” Arvind smsed.

Oh my god, this is getting so hilarious when Mr Kuku decided to turn to be a Mat. Oh anyways, Mr Kuku is my hot dance instructor. It’s really fun to lepak with him because he is the Gossip King! He loves gossiping more than a girl! Oh my goodness but I enjoyed every lepak session with him.

Cookiesssss!
Bu Ayesha, Logan & Rabiah

very candid

Anyways, my weekends are all spent on dance performances. I really had a great experience during my weekends performing to the crowd. I’m really impressed that the crowd did stay to watch every performance.

And thanks to Kavitha Akka for the lunch and Arvind for the subway cookiesss!

I suka seh!

Oh wells, Saturday lepak session with Arvind and the rest was really happening.

From Centre point > Selera Restaurant > Starbucks Coffee> Plaza Singapura Foodcourt.

All we do is GOSSIPS!

Today, Obsessed with Denes.

I mean, I watched the movie “Obsessed” with him not obsessed over him. LOL!

I got to say it is a great movie especially drooling over Beyonce.

No, I’m not what you think I am. I just idolise her :)

you carried me away, goodnights!

takecare love.

Painkiller,

Weakling!

Panadols are my only saviour right now. I couldn’t bare the pain I’m in.

Apart from my breathing problems, projects/ assignments adds on to the load I’m in. I feel that my brain will burst anytime soon and the juice out of it might be the only remedy to the pain I’m in. Yes! I feels like blending my brain into juices and slurp it in. Sounds discusting!Oh and I’m sorry to hurt anybody due to my out-of-mood feeling yesterday night.

I couldn’t take the pain and the fact about “something”.

No worries, I’m all fine today with a new beginning.

Alright, I'm off to bed now.
Got to wake up at 4 again to start my fast.

Goodnights ((:

takecarelove.

POTLUCK:)

The potluck party today was terrifically happening!

I eat too much, drink too much, play too much and LAUGH too much! I couldn’t stop laughing like a mad dog.

I definitely enjoyed myself together with my Apsara dance members :)

We rocked yesterday night like there's no tomorrow (Monday).

I’m so lucky I’ve got no school tomorrow, people! Enjoy :D

Before I get my beauty sleep, I better do some scheduling for this week.
Things to be done:
1) Japanese Script (Monday)
2) Business Finance Tutorial (Monday)
3) Dance Diary Submission (Wednesday)
4) Human Resource project (Wednesday& Thursday)
5) Managing Business test (Wednesday)
6) Circuit revision booking ( Tuesday)

Performances:
1) 17 July 2009 (Saturday)- Suntec City
2) 18 July 2009 (Sunday)- Centre point
3) 25 July 2009 (Saturday)- Centre point
4) 26 July 2009 (Sunday)- North point

takecare love.

Happy 66th, Abah :)

To me, the word father is another name for love. You’re a magical gift from god and am afraid to lose you. Today, you grew a year older but I didn’t felt it. You’re always that young man whom I first saw, 19 years back. Even though you’ve turned 66 years old, to me, you’re still my superhero, always. I love you Abah and I’ll pray for you long life, definitely.

P/S: I cried a little when I heard his wish. He wishes that he will live longer. You will dad and you have to. I want you to see my successful future and be proud of it. ='(

PARTY- FISH&CO.

Abah's biggest smile! finally.

Ammi& Abah

Bhai Rafee, Dee Noreen, Zue'& Dan Shah

Noor's beautiful daughters :))

Ammi, from whom I've got most of my features from :)

The Sisters!

OMG, i love that drink!

Anyone willing to treat me for dinner there?

" Ok, i kiss lama lama" So cute!

Scrumptiously delicious!

mere zindigi (:
(My life)

takecare love.

KAMBAKHT ISHQ!

I don’t understand people sometimes. I don’t understand why they love to accuse. Perhaps, it’s another type of a hobby? Just like how I love to dance, maybe. Like I say, I was really disturbed by such a comment but to think again, why should I bother if I know that I’m not such a person, right? You’re such a dumb ass!

Oh wells, we had a really mini birthday celebration for Castillo over in school after dance. Deneswaran s/o Visanathan and I bought him this special gift. It’s a bestfriend gift! I hope he likes it ((:

(will post the picture)

As usual, my Saturday is always gone! A whole day spent over in Apsara School, dancing our soul away. LOL! It was really great spending time with dance mates especially after dance when we chatted for long hours bitching about others/ story telling. Oh dear, this coming Saturday, an unwanted dance test is set for us. I’m so not ready for this =(

SUNDAY! SUNDAY! SUNDAY! KAMBAKHT ISHQ! KAMBAKHT ISHQ! OH MY GOD! HILARIOUS! I didn’t waste my money watching it together with 17 cousins of mine (:

After which, we decided to slack at Al Majlis for sheesha and Arab delights! Wonderful! Oh yes, I love the games we had together because it involves Hindi songs! YAY! We shall have more fun together again, lovelies!

Things need to be completed:
1) Human Resource Management FILA& Peer Teaching Notes (Monday)
2) APEL+ Portfolio (Monday)
3) Business Entrepreneur Project (Tuesday)
4) Make-up shopping
5) Business Finance test (Wednesday)
6) Dance research& test (Thursday)
7) Business Finance Tutorial (Monday)
8) MBS tutorial (Tuesday)

9) Japanese Role Play Script

So far, that’s it I guess?

Time for bed, nights ((:

Takecare love.