Wednesday, March 31

Do you believe?

“Love horoscope Scorpio emphasizes once again that a woman of this sign extremely passionate. And that concerns not only love, but everyday life as well.
Her feelings are stormy and wild.
Her love is passionate, her hate is violent.”

I don’t usually believe in astrology but I have to agree.
I learn to know myself better.

Tuesday, March 30

For A Reason,


I know why everything happened.
And I know, for everything that happen is for good.
Allah knows it best to why he play such a game in my life.
It is fate and I’ve been trying to make this life better.
Some may say, I’m running away but it is the best option, nah?
I’m just trying to make myself occupied mentally and physically too.
I guess this option is working.
But hey, will I survive after these 2 weeks?

Anyways, I’ve got really mixed emotion over my future life. How will my future be?
At some point, there is the feeling of eagerness to figure out but at times, it is just scary to find out. We know, we could only plan but it’s him who decides our destiny.

So, let’s dream!
For dreams are like stars.. You may never touch them, but if we follow them closely, they’ll lead us to our destiny! ((:
takecare love.

Self-Reflect.




I’ve realised something. I haven’t been self reflecting on my life for quite some time. I was too busy taking care of the relationship that doesn’t last me long. Not to regret it, but I should have thought of myself at times. Right?



Anyways, I’m looking forward to my future. I’ve made big plans and insyallah, I’m able to achieve my dreams one day. Will anybody laugh upon hearing what I dream for? I don’t care much but if that’s my fate, I’ll definitely achieve it.



For now, what’s more important for me is to achieve the best of whatever I do. Be it my studies, career, passion or what so ever. After all, I believe there’s a future in me.



Believe in myself.


And the greatest pleasure in life is doing what people say you cannot do :)


You agree?




takecare love.

Saturday, March 27

Before 12

Aussie, here I come!
Will be back soon, I hope :)
I'm going. No calls, no goodbyes?
takecare love.

Will you?

I’ll pray for thee and
hope you’ll get in.
But just don’t forget me.
Will you?

Tell me the result, i hope.

takecare love.

Friday, March 26

Wassup?

There is no communication.
There is no charm in the smile.
There is no sparkle in the eyes.
All is gone, even our friendship?
Tell me.

It seems like we’re strangers on the street.
But why?
I dont like this feeling.
takecare love.

Saturday, March 20

EQUIVALENT


You know my weakest is to lose the one I love,
but yet I lost you, that special someone.

And when I thought Mummy’s permanent departure hurts me badly,
I didn’t know yours too.

So now, you know how much I love you?
You're just equivalent to hers.
I doubt you understand.

But one thing,
When I love, I truly love.

takecare love.

Every night,


Your words, it hurts.

What I could vividly remember is the day you leave and the explanations that I couldn't digest.


Every night, I tried my best.

Every night, I motivate myself.

Every night, I try to forget.

Every night, I wait for your call.

Every night, I recall our poignant moments.

Every night, I cry.

Every night, I wish was like those times.

Every night, I force myself to sleep.

Every night, I wonder what goes wrong.

Every night, I blame myself.

Every night, I just can’t get over this trauma.

I did not know, every night, I just fail to.

I hope you know that I wish that I hate you.

But the heart is preventing me to.

I hope you understand how I felt.

Because it hurts so much, that it cuts like a knife.

I hope you help me through in a good way.

As I don’t wish to waste my tears on you.


Will you, boy?

( Tell me when you read this)

takecare love.

Wednesday, March 10

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I hope people realise how much we've grown so far :)

takecare love.

Sunday, March 7

Is it love, eventually?


It tears me up inside to see our love season changed..


While I was holding on, all you did was to let go without explanations. You left me in total despair, thinking if I had done anything wrong. I was totally weak at the very start but I’m lucky not to be left alone when I was at my weakest! It is easy for you to say but it isn’t easy for me to digest.

Boy, I thought I know you very well and trusted each and every word, never thinking I’d get burned in the end.

For all I’ve done to keep the love going, what do I deserve from this?
If the truth was told instead of a lie, then the pain would go away sooner and not hurt as much.

My heart was taken by you, broken by you and now it’s in pieces because of you. But it’s amazing how someone can break your heart and you could still love them with all the little pieces. Is it necessary? Tell me.

Dont worry, you've made me stronger now.
As there is a saying:

"If someone you love hurts you, cry a river, build a bridge, and get over it"

P/S: I don’t miss you; I miss who I thought you were.
takecare love.