Every night,

Your words, it hurts.

What I could vividly remember is the day you leave and the explanations that I couldn't digest.

Every night, I tried my best.

Every night, I motivate myself.

Every night, I try to forget.

Every night, I wait for your call.

Every night, I recall our poignant moments.

Every night, I cry.

Every night, I wish was like those times.

Every night, I force myself to sleep.

Every night, I wonder what goes wrong.

Every night, I blame myself.

Every night, I just can’t get over this trauma.

I did not know, every night, I just fail to.

I hope you know that I wish that I hate you.

But the heart is preventing me to.

I hope you understand how I felt.

Because it hurts so much, that it cuts like a knife.

I hope you help me through in a good way.

As I don’t wish to waste my tears on you.

Will you, boy?

( Tell me when you read this)

takecare love.