TEARS,

Why Allah?

Why do give us too much burden to handle?

It is really too huge for any of us to handle.

Why is there one problem after another?

I can’t bear to see the state of everyone.

I still want that happy family feeling we always have.

Please Allah, you’re our saviour and you’re the one we always believe in.

Help us through everything we’re in.

I know you’ll definitely bring us through it!

Only you.

I love them so much, mere zindagi.

SmileLingers :))

HAPPY ((:

I’ve got many reasons to it.

1) Lollipop ((: - finally

2) Dil Bole Hadippa was funny!- “ You think you very jokey?” LOL

3) Dee Noreen bought me an advance birthday gift- an original $300+ COACH BAG. AWESOME!

4) Ammi’s planning to bring us to Mecca in 2011.

I can’t wait to go that holy place but on the other hand, I’m not ready.

You know what I mean, ya?

5) I went to shop for dresses and tops with good bargains. But the shoe was quite disappointing, though.

6) Eid’s costume was really gorgeous and it looks even better when I wore it, HAHA!

Okay, I know I’m a bit too much. And everyone was looking at their best! Yay! ((:

And on top of all this, HAPPY BIRTHDAY AMMI& NIZAM ((:
21st Sept

takecare love.

FAMILY LOVE,

Mere Zindagi((:

Eid Mubarak!

I’ve always thank god for being part of this wonderful family.
Loves <3<3

takecare love.

SALAAM :))

Eid Mubarak to all Muslims ((:

May Allah bless you with iman, taqwa, happiness, good health and fortune, Amin.

I teared a little when I heard the “Takbir Hari Raya”. This isn’t the first time at all.

There were too many things that came up in my mind that has brought me to tear, especially you. Eid seems nothing to me since you’re gone.

I really wish I could visit you over but it is just impossible. Mummy, i miss those days.

I just want to hug and kiss you but it is just impossible.

And I miss your special Mee Soto on Eid :(
I'll definitely pray for you, insyallah.

takecare love.

RESULT.

As much as I’m trying, it’s really lagging. I can’t view my results online due to Temasek Polytechnic’s lagging website but luckily I actually applied for the SMS. My results weren’t that bad but I’m still not satisfied to some circumstances.

I’ve got the feeling that my GPA will drop.

What do you think? Hmm

Today, I had so much fun after dance with my dance mates.

Finally I had my Caramel Ice Blend (Cream based) from star bucks! It felt like heaven ((:

We laughed too much that I cried. Lovely people!

Oh I just realise I didn’t blog about my first Hip Hop performance that we had in NAFA last Sunday. I still couldn’t imagine myself in big and huge costumes+ shoes. But it turns out fun with the dancing cliques. The eye make up was awesome, I like! All thanks to Shahrin :)

Not forgetting, we had a great laughing session together! It was really a pleasant day.

And yes, more performances to come even during the eve of Hari Raya.

That’s it; Ammi’s going to screw me up badly. Good luck, Zue’!

As for now, goodnight lovelies!

takecare love.

FEAR*

Again, that same feeling.

That feeling I feared the most.

I’m trying to run away from it but to no avail.

I’m falling again and it doesn’t seem right.

I just can’t do this and get hurt.

Kill the feeling, Zue!

Ok, never mind.

You wouldn’t understand

P/S: & I injure myself. I'm crying like a baby now because it really hurt that bad!

Anyways,

HAPPY BIRTHDAY MIRA DARLING!

May Allah bless you always.

May all your dreams come true.

May our friendship be eternity.

May you enjoy your big BIG day, darling!

Love you, babe!

We'll meet up soon, veryy soon ok?

XOXOXOXO

takecare love.

HAPPY TEACHER'S DAY, MISS NAWAL! :))

You affects me eternity.

You pamper me like your kid.

You got a lot of confidence in me.

You create the zest and passion in me.

You have been the biggest influence in my life.

You inspire me with your talent and intelligence.

You cried along with me to not make me feel alone.

But you never fail to encourage me to be like you, Miss Nawal.

You’re one in a million.

And I’m thankful that god sends you to us.

Because you’ve make a lot of difference in our life.

Without you, we wouldn’t be where we are now.

takecare love.

TEARED,

I feel so fucked up.

So many things are bothering me right now.

It seems like a massive pollution just occurred and it is corrupting every part of me,

especially the brain.

To think about it, just causes me to tear and how I wish you were there in my hard times.

I couldn’t understand why people can’t appreciate my hard work and love.

To think of how much I have done for them that are what they have got to repay me.

It disappoints me much.

That isn’t the sole reason why I felt so down because to think of it, too many things are bothering me right now and then.

I just couldn’t take it and it adds up with the scolding that makes me fumes in anger.

I couldn’t even concentrate in my dance and was too moody with my surroundings.

Why do you have to blame me when it’s totally not my fault?

Why can’t you say it nicely so it wouldn’t hurt me this bad?

Why can’t this weird feeling go away?

Why you do still finds me?

Why can’t you just leave me alone?

I need to breathe, please.

takecare love.