Inalillahi wainnalillahi rajiun

Name: Abdillah Murad Md Shari

Nick name: Achik

Age: 27

Till now, I couldn’t believe that he’s gone.

He has always been my favorite and somebody I love to imitate when I sing.

He’s too young but I’ve to accept this.

It’s his fate and Allah loves him more.

Insyallah, he’ll rest in peace.

My wish to meet him will never come true.

I love you, Achik.

Everything comes gradually at its appointed hour without us knowing-fate.
The present is our own. We can only plan but everything is planned by him, the Almighty! ♥

Takecare love.

Year 3.

Goodbye Mr Holidays till we meet again!

Let’s welcome Year 3 with blessings and may it be a good year for me, insyallah!

Just like how I’m excited to start my freshmen year, I was excitingly buying new stuffs for school to reopen. Thank you Mira darling for accompanying me to shop! I love you! :)

I’m totally excited because I shopped a lot and I can’t wait to use/wear them to school

and hoping that school will do fine for me! Ameen :)

takecare love.

MIRACLES :)

(MIRACLES HAPPEN FOR THOSE WHO BELIEVE! )

Every seconds of your life is an unspeakably perfect miracle.

Thanks Allah, for you listen to my prayers ♥

No words could describe this happiness in me and I thank god for such miracle!

It’s never easy to achieve what you want but by being optimistic,

it will definitely leads you to achievement.

And for those who stood by me, I thank thee.

I really wish for a better future in me and may 2009 not be repeated.

I felt luckier this year, I hope. Amin (:

Listen;

Don’t be discouraged in anything you do.

It’s often that the last key in the bunch that opens the lock.

And all depends on your perseverance, prayers and faith in yourself.

takecare love.

Don't blame me anymore. It hurts.

Are promises meant to be broken? I’m so disappointed.

Don’t worry. I’ll have him with me always.

Somebody who’ll not leave me because I know you would,

leaving the friendship we use to have.

I’m more disappointed to be blame for the mess.

After all, it’s not wrong to express yourself because all this while,

you’ve been neglecting/ disappearing from my life and

I’m not given the chance to be listen.

Don’t lie, because I know you are and I can feel the distance.

And I'm not childish like you think or claims.

If I seem to destroy everything, even the friendship, I’m sorry.

But I don’t mean it the way you thought and others too believe.

And even if I tried my best to make everything back in place,

you won’t appreciate it.

Will you?

I don’t wish this but you’re hoping everything to be like it is now and not then.

So, never blame me again because if you are still, I really regret to have known you.

Please, don’t do this to me.

Oh Allah, at this very moment, I just need you.

I felt better when I’m closer to you.

Bless me :(

takecare love.

Can everything be like how we use to be?

When you’re alone, I’ll be your shadow.

If you need to be happy, I’ll be your smile.

If you want a hug, I’ll be your pillow.

If you need someone to hear you out, I’ll give my ear.

And anytime you need a best friend, I’ll just be me.

I regret losing you as a friend and you know it.

Sometimes I wish everything was like our past, everything.

I really hope you think the same way too and not be a stranger.

After all, you know how much I hate it when friends come and go.

Will you?

takecare love.