Memoirs; 28 December 2007

28 December 2007;
Weii, working as a sales assistance isnt any easy job. Its fucking tiring ! I work more then 8 hrs a day( everyday)+ no off days. Oh my, im working like a mad girl for now. But gotta endure till i start with my school days. But my colleagues are super fun people! Love working them :)
& oh ya, dont expect any regular blog updates from me,im kindda busy these days. So gotta understand my situation.
Oh god, im missing my home each day! Oh my, eyebags are back! oohh,it rhymes :)
So well,i've got this new colleague,funny guy. He wont wanna look into my eyes because he said ' My eyes can mesmerized him easily' Haha! That's uniquely me (:
Mesmerizing eyes,LOVELY!
Psst: Wanna know a secret?
Gotta sleep early.Today has a 9:30 special sale at Robinsons.So gotta wake up early& keep earning!

love,
ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 22 December 2007

Dear Diary,

18 December 2007;

Hmm, well i had a wonderful day with my nephews& niece. Went out early since my mini boyfriend been pestering me! haha. So we went to Suntec City convention hall.They're having some bookfest& we meet up with Shahul since he is working there. Cool stuff he sell! Mini boyfriend, Nizam, love the bamboo alot.But too bad, we didnt buy it. Maybe next tyme?

So then later on headed to Bugis to catch a movie with them! Dee Noreen got a free tickets to the movie Alvin& the chipmunks! Wow, funny movie (: Later on we had some shopping together. Kindda disappointed on that very day, yeah,for a reason of cos

:`(

19 December 2007- 22 December 2007;

Oh well,im kindda busy now. Busy with my new job! Yeah! I love the job though its kindda tiring. Meet up with new friends :) The best part is me& Mira are allocated at the same place. Yeah, we girlfriends can never be seperated!Haha. Been doing overtyme this weeks since its going to be Christmas& soon its gonna be verryy busy!

So lovelies, do come& visit me at Raffles CityMall's Robinsons! Im under Men's wear (: Im glad to see you lovelies there!

ok, gotta go off soon since im working today at 10 am.Nites (:

Psst;

Ziya- IM ON A MAJOR DIET! NOT TO WORRY (: IN A HEALTHY WAY OF COS. GOTTA MEET UP WITH A MORE SEXIER ZUE'! HEHE

love,

ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 17 December 2007

Dear Diary,Oh my, i cried again while watching Om Shanti Om! Oh god, that movie just touched my heart. I love everything about it. The cast, costumes,songs& more! Deepika& ShahRukh! Oh god, lovely! The scenes that they acted at,oh my! pretty! Wish im there :D *Drool& dream on* haha

& the best part is the song makes me fall in love.Lalala :) with someone of cos!

Om,Shanti,Om,Shanti,Om,Zue'! haha *wishing*

Well, Naan cheese is my supper, i miss Sydney whenever i eat naan cheese! Oh well, can i go& migrate there?

Ok,now i've got a new problem! Hmm, please god,give me a solution by tommoro. You know i've been wanting to meet him :) Please help me.

Love,

ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 16 December 2007

Dear Diary,
Oh my, Asian Idol is totally depressing! I cant believe my ears when they announced Hady Mirza as the 1st Asian Idol. Well, i know im a Singaporean, but hey,to be frank, there are other contestants which are way better then him. I was hoping Jaclyn Victor or Mau Marcelo to win this competition. Their vocals are just so solid& superb! This is just so unfair& kindda an unexpected win. I think Asian are jus so dumb when it comes to voting :( sorry to say.
( They are my idol! not Hady Mirza! )
Ok, just stop debating about this issue,it just makes me feel sooo unhappy! So well, my day is such a boredom. Didnt went out at all& was jus slacking at home with Dee Ayesha. Hmm, i dont know what did i forget to do. There is something/somewhere that im suppose to do/go today but nah, i dont remember what it is about! Damn it! God,please help me with this :D


love,
ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 15 December 2007

Dear diary,

14 December 2007;

Didnt went for a jog! haha,i hurt my joints :( I think i over-exercise the day before. Yeah,you know im kindda obsessed of getting those abs. So yeah, i didnt miss my normal dancing session. Later on im all ready to meet up with Nazz friends.Oh my, the plan was cancelled but nah,I still go out with Dee ayesha& Deera. Had our lunch at Tekka Mall! Yeah,i miss eating there. Hmm, the last time I went there was during the last day of fasting month. So i got myself mutton chop& mango lassi! Oh my, i love it!Later we bought some sweets( laddoo& errm,i forgot the name!). When around Mustafa Centre& to the airport. We had some story telling where all of us burst of laughing,crying& get freak out while talking about ghost? haha. I totally had a lovely day with my lovedones,Dee Ayesha& Deera! I love you girls (: Headed home kindda late so yeah i was expecting to get scolded from Abah.But nah, he was just so calm& nice. Hehe, love him too! I got to sleep at around 2+am because Dee Ayesha& me had some dance& talks before we simply dose off! Nites (:

15 December 2007;
Jog was a failure today, Again! Both Deera& me woke up late due to our yesterday's meet up. Haha,woke up around 8:30 am because Mira called& wanted to come to get her hair straighten at my homey. So yeah, she came& after everyone went out from my homey, I turn on the movie, Sillunu Oru kaadhal. Dont ask me why tamil! haha, im obsessed (: This is one of my favourite Tamil movie& the actor is my idol! Yeah, Surya Sivakumar. I hope to fall in love with his look-alike.Or i think i've found one? Hee (: So after spending 2hrs+ watching, i get myself indulge in the house chores. Ok, my homey is veryy clean! Super clean,thanks to me !

I shall end it here as i wanna start my dance!

' Nerrupe sikki mukki Nerrupe!' Yeah ~

Love,

ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 13 December 2007

Dear Diary,

Wake-y wake-y Zoo! Jog was superr fun with Deera! Yeah, made 10 rounds around the park! Bought some cooking stuffs for her mom& headed home to do some indoor exercise that we love most,DANCING! & yeah, did what they tought me in the video too (: Super fun!
Later for lunch, me& Deerah help her mommy with her cooking! Ok, cooking is my favourite! Been learning some new recipes from ammi& her mommy too. As i've decided not to eat rice anymore,i mean only at tymes,i was kindda being force to eat! Damn,dont wanna feel bad,so i did eat some to make her mommy happy :) So she did!
When homey with Deera & so called had a 'mini picnic' at home.& err, we watch some videos :) hees,i feel so guilty! Okok, not what u think lah! please. We watch some ghost movie& have a look on how delivering babies seems like. Oh my,i've watch it before& guess this time round, it is super discusting to me! It sent me unnerved! Can i not give birth? Wish god can jus throw me a baby! haha, but no,to think about it,i wanna my children to know that im that superhero who is brave enough to went thru all this! Yeah! Thats the spirit (:

Greatest gift from god (:Im craving for koko crunch with milk! oh my, can anyone get me those koko-crunch?! ARRG!
love,
ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 12 December 2007

Dear Diary,
Exercise day today! Yay,I love today! Hee :) Woke up early today to do some excercises. Whole day diet-ing! Hee,the healthier way,of cos!
Had some dance in the afternoon& later on toasted a bread.That is so called my breakfast cum lunch. So yeah,done my prayers all& sat to surf the net. But after awhile, Dee Noreen brought home some dougnuts,otak-otak & keropok lekor. Oh my,i've to prevent myself from eating it. Haha,but i tried to eat some only. So yeah,i went to check on my weight,oh thank god,i dont gain any!
But there's a funny fact about me. Hmm,whenever i eat,i dont really gain weight but when i drink lots of plain water, oh my, i gain! But not to worry,i slim down back the next morning. haha, weird issit it? Hmm..
Gotta say that i miss Mami Nachak whenever i eat keropok lekor because that's her favourite snack! missing you~
So well,im waking up early today for a jog.Meeting Deerah for a jog,so yeah i've to wake up early,hmm..around 6:30am? Deera have been pestering me to bring her whenever im going for a jog or an exercise! haha, so yeah i called her.Another reason why is i dont wanna jog myself but actually,i dont mind! haha :D
Oh yar, Happy bdae Alam Shah Bhai! May you be bless with everything good in life!

ok,shall go and help Dee Ayesha with her presentation's outfit! Nites :)
love,

ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 11 December 2007

Dear Diary,

Im so called dieting today. Guess i've lost 2 kg! Wow,that's an incredible achievement. So later at night,chatted with Shahul who then linked me to some video clips. Ok,thanks for the video clips on how to achieve beautiful ABS. Im going to try out! Hopefully it works. I want those abs. So i've to work really hard for it.As i said to Mukesh,i have to maintain those curves.HAHA!

Check it out!



So woke up the next day alil' bit late. Mum cooked something nice but i have decided not to eat too much. So yeah,what i did was to toast a bread and eat it with kaya. That's my lunch and breakfast. Later in the afternoon, headed to Mami Nachak's house to sent a wedding card. Yeah, my wedding card! Haha :D & meet up with Dee Noreen at Jurong East Station. We're actually having some prayer ceremony for my late uncle's 100 days of death. So i've got the chance to meet up with my aunties and cousins beside my ammi. Yeah, kindda miss them as many of them dont really stay around the East side. Unfortunately, my aunty cook many delicious& scrumptious food. I tried my best not to eat too much. Hey, atleast i dont okey. Neither do i took that much nor i eat that much because i was also feeding my nieces& nephew. You know, these kids just love me alot :D They jus cant get enough of me! HAHA.

I reached home around 10+ pm and started to work on my resume that i have to sent to Dee Noreen's working place ( National Heart Centre). So yeah,im all done now& *Yawn* Oh my, Im so tired. No point staying up late today because not many of them are online. I mean those people whom i always chatted with at this hour( 1+ am)
Shall go and sleep now, Good nite! or shall i say Good morning?

Oh dear,i have to say " MY GUMS ARE ACHING!" So please Dear Ulcer,be good& go away!

love,
ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 10 December 2007

Dear Diary,

Why do love songs makes me fall in love? When Im actually thinking of forgetting it! Darn ! I dunno,kindda confused. It makes me ponder why god causes me to be in such a situation.
& thus this makes me wanna fast today. I feel as though today is a brand new life for me! Im planning to devote my whole life more to god then anything else. The reason being, im trying to control my pent up anger& wishes that God will always be there for me.Amin :) Hopefully everything will go fine after today. Im leaving everything to god!

Oh gosh,results are giving me goose-bumps! Oh no,Im kindda worried about it.Afterall,i've done my best& as i said,i will leave it to god to decide my fate. Im sure his fair enough to bless me with good grades!*Wishing though* I've been praying fervently& may Allah show that miracle like how he gave me during my Olvl MT result& N levels.That's my only wish for now :)

Today morning around 1+am,i have a chat with Dee Ayesha. Eventually i told her what's happening to me! Haha, we had kind of a long conversation together. Lovely,in the presence of the peaceful night. Guess she knows who am i falling in love with. But i feel kindda hopeless about it. Dont ask me why! I dont know.I jus felt that pessimistic way :(

Fasting.Hmm, i like it! Its a way for me to feel calm& closer to god. Plus,its a good way to go for a diet,haha! As i said earlier on,this past weeks,i've been kindda hot tempered.I wonder why.. So yeah,I've decided to fast so I can easily control my temper! Ok,so that's one reason why god asks us to fast! Good& effective way,YEAH! & i've also planned to follow my mum's 2 days a week of fasting( every Monday& thursday). I shall be a very religous kid from now on!Haha..

So i woke up early in the morning,together with Ammi,had our breakfast( nasi goreng)& then proceed to our prayers.After which,i felt so full that i cant sleep& eventually indulge myself to blogging. Today,the lovely morning breeze is just perfect! I have the urge to go for a jog.But nah,shall just dance at home as part of my daily excercise.

Well,today's upcoming events..Hmm, actually i've to go for job hunting again with my girlfriends. They wanted to seek for a job at BodyShop! Oh my,I wish i could work there! But,i feel kindda tired& lazy to go.Futhermore,my Ez-link card is out of money! Oh darn,Im lazy to ask Abah so that he could topp-up my card! Err,actually,Im kindda afraid because all this while,i've been going out& thus causing my Ez-link to finish! Yeah,so i guess,im not going out! Stay home Zoo!

Shall update what's happening later on. Now,i shall end it here! Guess,i've talk alot! Haha, take care lovelies :)

love,

ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 9 December 2007

Dear Diary,



09 December 2007;

Thnx to the vacuum cleaner which woke me up early in the morning.Hmm, actually not morning,its 12+pm. So yeah,had my cold bath& normal moisturizer+ hand creme'. Me& dee Ayesha started to learn some new recipes from ammi. So what i did was to take down the recipes in a book.Well,there's abit of argument between me& ammi. Ok, i shall say it was my fault.The anger in me pent up very easily so yeah,im sorry. Whatever it is, Dee ayesha's mee goreng is superb! spicy :) maybe it's in the blood. We can cook real well! haha,yeah.

In the afternoon,i jus cant stop eating& yeah,i watch the tamil movie.Actually,i've watch it before but ammi wanted to watch it,so yeah,i dont mind watching it again. Later on,me& Dee ayesha had some dancing to the beat of tamil songs.woo! i like tamil songs more,now!

Oh well,wedding bells..Hmm,im kindda dreaming about my future wedding place.Hahaha! Actually,we're watching this wedding video of my so called distant cousin. Wow,i love it! Its totally the indian way :) Mass dancing is a must!

So let me futher explain to you.As you know i was dreaming about my wedding place. Lovely! Of cos i was dreaming without knowing how my future husband look like! Dumb! & yeah,the wedding place,its just so gorgeous! Oh my,how i wish i could describe how beautiful it is but nah,i cant. Words cant describe it. Haha,it is just a dream lah! but wishing though :D

& i dont know how am i feeling right now. Ambivalence, i can say. One part of me says yes but one part of me says no.*i feel as though it is just so impossible*How? im confused! again :( God,please help me! i really need your help! Desperately.hehe

Fasting,here i come ! Gotta slim down :D


love,
ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 8 December 2007

Dear Diary;

6 December 2007- 8 December 2007

6 December 2007;


Woke up late as usual& Bhai Rafee message me. So yeah,he came to my house to do some maintanence for my home Tv.& later on in the evening when out with him& Dee Noreen to Tampines Mall. At first, we intended to buy a brand new tv for ammi but somehow, we catch a movie. Surprisingly, I saw Zain( Naz's boyfriend). I've never met him before but somehow remembers how he looked like. So yeah,i called Naz& Im happy to say that i was the one who made them reconcile back.LOVELY!



Aaja Nachle is superb! lovely! i love it :) Nice& interesting story! The songs are nice too !



Ishq hua; http://profile.imeem.com/EOaBgJ/music/6rY_4wTR/sonu_nigam_shreya_ghoshal_ishq_hua/



Aaja Nachle;
http://profile.imeem.com/EOaBgJ/music/hRsF-341/sunidhi_chauhan_aaja_nachle/



Everyone had so much fun!




7 December 2007;


Job interviews! woo~ When for 2 interviews at Gelare& TCC with my girlfriends. Surprisingly, TCC called me the next day & Im wanted! Hohoho, but but, maybe i shall re-consider it. Dont ask me why am I having 2 jobs at the same time! Because i've no answer to it.

8 December 2007;

Slack slack& slack. Lovely morning :) Woke up at 5am to wake Abah up& guess what? As always,my instict is right. I knew there was a cockroach! HAHA,and you know im that evil killer.*evil grin* So well, had Nasi sambal goreng for breakfast! & today is such a boredom. Thus i came up with a great idea!* Movie at home!* So yeah,i've watch 3 movies on the same day. All the hindi movies are so touchy.You know what i mean.


So so, Im kindda emo tonight.Hehe! Oh well,i've got a new comer at home.MICKEY MOUSE! yeah,i mean the soft toy. & i named it after his name.*secret* Dont ask me why.I know im kindda weird,but you got to know,I think im in love! :D That tingling feeling that ran down my spine,lovely :)

psst: I HAVE AN UPSET TUMMY!! :(

love,
ZUBEIDAA

Memoirs; 5 December 2007

Dear diary;

26th-30th December 2007;

My life is very hectic& all thanks to my working life. Had so many things happening to me& i went through it well all thanks to people who understand my feeling ( Sarah,Emir teddy& more, haha) Im totally over it& looking foward to my future.

btw,im in love with monkeys! Shahul, monkeys are cute,just like me! haha

& i cant wait to go Mandai zoo :D

see, soo cute!

1st December 2007;

HAPPY DECEMBER! & finally 2007 gonna end. With anticipation, i cant wait for 2008 :)

Oh well, spent my whole day with Terri& Mira. They came to my homey& get our make-up done. Later they followed me to the Community Centre as i wanted to sent my bursary form. & as usual, we hit the town! love you girls :D

Zue'& Terri :)

Mira darling!

lovely !

Gorgeous girlfriends!
2nd December 2007;

Seriously, i've got no idea what i did today.HAHA!

3rd December 2007;

As usual,i woke up late.I have a message& surprisingly from Shahul. He wish that i could help him for his shoot tommorow! *oh well,im free,shahul!* Ammi's at home& we had some mass cleaning.After which i got a call from Dee Ayesha as she wanted to shop for some new clothes!

so well, we had some shopping! i just love the clothes we purchase. Im going to wear it for the shoot tommorow! & after a long day of shopping,we went to the beautician to get our eyebrows thread& waxing. I swear, today's waxing is painful! Darn :(

4th December 2007;

"alarm rang!" wake-up Zue! haha stupid,i was shocked by my own alarmy. Woke up early because i have to wake Mira darling up. Stupid,wake her up, but yet she went back to sleep. damn! For me, i just cant sleep back again.Im feeling kind of excited but Im not pretty sure why. hmm, weird! Get myself ready for the shoot in TP& as usual Mira darling came to my homey to get her make-up done. As precise as we are,at around 08:15,we're out from home. Took the bus& waited for Terri at Pasir Ris interchange. Oh well,we're late for the shoot and all thanks to the bus who kept us waiting! Hmm,then there we reach in TP.oh god, i just felt like as though im one of them.*Wishing though&praying hard*. Well, i finally met Shahul after so long! haha, he is a very busy man on that day. He's the camera man, cool! The whole shoot just makes me feel im part of them, aww! *wishing* & Thanks Shahul for that!

Straight after the shoot,we had our lunch at Food Culture. Then later we went to G2000 to get our job's clothes. We're so unlucky because there isnt any size for me& mira.* All the sizes are just too big for us! haha* So well, we headed to Compassvale & get the same pair from their shop. AWESOME! i love my formal clothes :D Oh ya, i met Ncl at his working place!

After the long ride,we went to Changi airport. Haha,we dont even aware that we stop in Terminal 3. PRETTY AIRPORT(i swear)! We walk around there& had our dinner( Shaker Fries). After a long day, we headed to Terri's condominium& had some medicure session. i just love you girlfriends! You girls made my day!

5th December 2007;

I miss my homey after spending most of my time outside! haha, weird i know. Oh well, the lappy is my bestfriend at home. blogging,chatting& listening to music(' i've been repeating listening to main agar kahoon! haha')

oh well,i guess im in love (: hehe

takecare lovelies!

love,

ZUBEIDAA