Memoirs; 9 December 2007

Dear Diary,



09 December 2007;

Thnx to the vacuum cleaner which woke me up early in the morning.Hmm, actually not morning,its 12+pm. So yeah,had my cold bath& normal moisturizer+ hand creme'. Me& dee Ayesha started to learn some new recipes from ammi. So what i did was to take down the recipes in a book.Well,there's abit of argument between me& ammi. Ok, i shall say it was my fault.The anger in me pent up very easily so yeah,im sorry. Whatever it is, Dee ayesha's mee goreng is superb! spicy :) maybe it's in the blood. We can cook real well! haha,yeah.

In the afternoon,i jus cant stop eating& yeah,i watch the tamil movie.Actually,i've watch it before but ammi wanted to watch it,so yeah,i dont mind watching it again. Later on,me& Dee ayesha had some dancing to the beat of tamil songs.woo! i like tamil songs more,now!

Oh well,wedding bells..Hmm,im kindda dreaming about my future wedding place.Hahaha! Actually,we're watching this wedding video of my so called distant cousin. Wow,i love it! Its totally the indian way :) Mass dancing is a must!

So let me futher explain to you.As you know i was dreaming about my wedding place. Lovely! Of cos i was dreaming without knowing how my future husband look like! Dumb! & yeah,the wedding place,its just so gorgeous! Oh my,how i wish i could describe how beautiful it is but nah,i cant. Words cant describe it. Haha,it is just a dream lah! but wishing though :D

& i dont know how am i feeling right now. Ambivalence, i can say. One part of me says yes but one part of me says no.*i feel as though it is just so impossible*How? im confused! again :( God,please help me! i really need your help! Desperately.hehe

Fasting,here i come ! Gotta slim down :D


love,
ZUBEIDAA