Masyallah (:

Oh my god, I love how you created me. I felt so blessed! ((:
I swear, I would never mourn over whatever I had from you.

and dear god, grant me another wish.
I wish that everything will be normal between my friends.
I don’t wish to see anything that ruins our bonding.
We’re almost perfect together, and so I wish nothing happen.
Let’ just think that this quotation “friends come and go in life” is wrong.
You know how much I treasure them. Thanks ((:

take care love.

Dreadful week ended.

Life is full of surprises (:

I should thank god for letting me put a brave front and faces this week with great courage. Though somethings disappoint me half way through, it didn’t cause me to give up everything. I’m still standing strong and enjoy every bits of my life.
This week has been a dreadful week for me but I’m happy to say that it ended happily ever after.

Communication Skill Summative test was rather acceptable to me though I’m sure I don’t really do great. Oh come on, my English is not that of a good standard as compared to others. Early lunch with my Indians is definitely great! For today, we’re the business Indians (:


Everyone came over to have dinner together and definitely, mom cooks something really special and it gave me a sudden urge to eat whenever I saw someone eating! Yeah, call me a halal pig or whatever not. I know I’m growing fatter now. * Oh dear *

And god, I seek a better tomorrow, a better day, a better weeks, a better months, a better years and definitely a better life.
Perhaps not only for me, but for my loved ones too.
Amin.


takecare love.

POM Presentation,

My heart seemed to palpitate wildly with every beat and the skin of my forearm turned moist from the nervous trepidation of the presentation. The thought of screwing up the whole presentation and forgetting my lines momentarily kept my mind disturbed each time. Well, I can sense that my other group members felt the same since everyone kept really quiet and no sound were heard at any point of time. My whole body stiffened when it is time for my group to present.
As confidently as we could, we embraced courageously and made it through the whole presentation! The formal presentation, company’s advertisement and our funny role-play were a success! I love my group ((:
Oh well, 2 projects are down! 2 more to go! Chia -you.

Pictures during practice/presentation:

Meiting's crib.

my groupmates who made it possible.

That's the Super GA (GA girl-girl)

aka the makeup artist? LOL-er
CX, Adila and Zue'.

meet my new bestfriend.

Presentation Day.

my groupmates, lovely.

them, the girls.

Nelvin gf.

Candice presence.
Mr paul, the POM teacher.

Here's a video done by my bestie for my project. Thanks alot for helping me out.

Dont worry, i shall treat you(:

Castillo is the best!

After a satisfying presentation, we decided to pamper ourselves with mouth- watering food from the Jupiter café! Apparently at that hour, I had my really late lunch and all thanks to the nervousness in me. Cam-whoring session is never a missed.

Camwhoring in Jupiter.

Stanley formal.

Meiting nyonya.

the belo.

ice cream turn me on, woo.
ok. fat lar!

The weather was slightly chilly today and I felt the urge to sleep with my thick blanket over me. However, there was a change of plan. I then decided to do some dance as a form of exercise with Dee Ayesha and get back to study since my Communication Skill Summative test would be held tomorrow morning.


Dancing with her,
Dancing with her is awesome(:

daily dance schedule.

Lovely, everything I’ve planned went well and here I am blogging about my happy day (:
I just love today. God has made it better for me. Thanks! (:

take care love.

Yesterdays.

Unlike yesterday, today is much better.
I felt really better after crying myself to sleep.
Well, I always think by doing that, it helps a lot.

I’m thankful to have my cliques of friends,best friends and lovedones by me.
They are just simply the substitute of my beloved aunty.

Komathi’s words touched me.
“You’re not lost.
You are just on a break and when you rise,
you’ll be much stronger person.
Never lose hope in anything.
You can feel like it but
look to what you really want,
it will bring you through if you need anything.”
Thanks! (:

Shopping is such an effective way to de-stress.
Mira and Farveen were kind enough to follow me and
I bought a “formal” top that was meant for my presentations.
and not forgetting 3 belts! Beautiful,

Few days back, I got pampered by my dear sister.
How nice can she be? Oh well, she’s always nice!
She bought for me an Escada perfume that cost her $111?
Oh yes, 2 new pairs of contact lenses too.

Guess what?!
My dad is my HERO!
He saves my “boyfriend” charger and this means I can use it back!
Finally! And oh my god I was so touched that he did that for me.
Thank you Abah! I love you so much ((:
He really knows how much that camera meant to me.

So see, I’m really blessed with beautiful and loving people!
And you, Norzubaidah bte Mohamed Noor, shall never felt like yesterday again.

take care love.

Where have thou been?

I’ve lost my real self.

I felt anger within me.
I felt so disappointed of myself.
I felt like quitting.
I just don’t seem to be myself these days!

Quit?
Never in my life had I given up on things that really matters a lot in my life.
And why should this happen now?
I felt really helpless and not bothered about the matter.

Why should I become like this?
I felt that I have to burden some people with this problem of mine.
I felt really bad. I’m really sorry.

& I miss you so much Mami.
Whenever I’m sad or anything,
I always think of you beside me
and I swear, I felt your presence.
Your someone who never fails to be there for me every time I badly needs a somebody to talk to((:

I’m really finding myself.
I don’t wish to lose that always motivated, lively and cheerful girl!
& if I happen to give up,
It’s the end of the world and perhaps, you can call me a loser?

She's lost.

takecare love.

Racial Harmony.

21 July 2008; Monday

“To ensure the peace and harmony of a multiracial society,
we need to look before we leap whenever necessary.”

What is Racial Harmony to you? Do you practice it and do you even have respect to other religion or races? Ask yourself these questions before anything.
Well, I think some are affected by many insensitive and unthoughtful issues among races.
Looking into my friend’s life, I can foresee how they suffer in such situation where one single race or religion is against her/him. Either by skin colour or language use and even the religion practices.

Couldn’t you respect others? Stop being egocentric and rude towards others!

Well, everyone knows how proud I am to be an Indian and never wish this blood to vanish. Unlike others in school, we Indians took the initiative to wear traditional costume on Racial Harmony Day. Oh I so love Indians ((:

Castillooooo

Indian outfit, prettay (:

Punjabi girls

Indian girls, lovely (:

Rev n Zue'.

Dinner at Habibi.

Playground.

Flaunt it, LOL!

Deen and Kari (:

Nelvin and Kari (:

She's my sister and good friend (:

Best of all, she's my camwhoring partner!

Roshan =D

Pent up anger within me.
I just don’t understand myself really well now.
I’m not really what I am. I’m just dumb!
Well, I’m really disappointed in myself.
I’m the problem to everything and yes, dumb.
I don’t wish to talk about it.
skip this!

22 July 2008; Tuesday

Today sucks.

I hate to think about you

I hate the song that reminds me of you.

I just hate the way i love you before.

A year back, but still etched in my mind and bothers me much.

& I miss my camera badly.
Life without my camera is just like I’ve lost my boyfriend, you know?
Why the battery charger should get burnt at this moment when I need it badly?!
Oh no, I didn’t fry or baked it!
I think it’s either the iron or the straightener was on top of it,
and there it goes, BURNT!

How terrible can life be, huh?

take care love.

Clubbing.

Dance Arena was definitely great with the right company! Nazurah was involved in the dance competition. It’s good enough that her dance group got themselves the 13th place out of 18. Well, I love their group costume ((: Pretty pretty!

That's my blood sister. I'm not lying!

& I'm taller ((:

Naim, nephew.

She's the niece ((:

Flirt Lasenza ((:

Those are the winner. Agni Reloaded(:

Bharathi, the famous dancer (:

Vishnuu! (:

Sisters.com

i love her (:

So well, we headed down to Newton for really late supper and Colaba was next! It was definitely great to club though I’m still underage. But hey, it’s a matter of few months so who cares, I got in. & please people, it’s not wrong to club I think. Not that I’m drinking or what? We’re just purely enjoying ourselves and dance through the night ((: Reached home around 5 in the morning and as you people guessed it, I got all shagged and flat on my lovey dovey bed.

As how much I hate sleeping, I woke up as early as 11am and prepare myself for business accounting test. Oh dear, this is damn stressful! Sadly, this following week going to be a tiring week for me.
Check out my schedule :
Monday: Computer System& Application- Presentation
Business Accounting test (Chapter 1-9)
Tuesday: POM project group meeting
Tutorials: Business Accounting and Microeconomics
Wednesday: Communication skills practice
Thursday: Communication skills Mock test
Friday: Principle and Management Presentation
Saturday: Communication skills Summative test

Oh dear, life is this tough for me.

Dan Shah made my day today. The hugs, kisses and the “I love mausie!” are just so lovely. Dancing with him is awesome too when he look into my eye while dancing to the song “Main Agar Kahoon”. LOL-er
I cant bear looking at his eyes when he begs me to dance.
Should I say it’s a good thing or bad?
Because my dear Dan Shah got the dancing genes from us. LOL-er
He’s the next cool dancer yaw! ((:

take care love.