Saturday, August 8

inner feelings.


Sometimes, I don’t understand myself.
I don’t understand why I’m feeling this down at this very moment.
I felt really useless, jealous, rude, shagged, anxious, unlucky, unfair, bias and what not.
I don’t like the idea of welcoming tomorrow and so on.
It gets me even scared to face the reality.
I’m afraid to fallen so deep, to accept the reality, to face the challenge, to hurt anyone’s feeling and I’m just so unlucky.
I think I’m way better of last time.

Did I change a lot?

God, I’m sorry.
Ammi and Abah, I'm sorry too .
Please forgive me :’(

I need a motivator badly.
takecare love.

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