Stress mode.

Oh Allah, may you make this week an easy one for me.

I’m totally stressed up right now due to exams and

I really wish for the days to be fast forwarded.

I can’t stand this anxiety in me!
Insyallah, I will do my very best!

I just need you, Allah, for this to happen.

Pretty please :)

How easy it can be if you’re able to keep the

telephone of your mind in peace

and so when anxiety tries to call, they’ll get a busy signal.

takecare love,

Zue

20th Sept.

Singapore Sports Council?

I know is definitely a good company but I’m feeling really worried.

I don’t know why but it is really worrying for me.

I know, nobody could understand my feelings.

I shall just accept this as god knows my future better than I do.

May Allah bless me always and may my last year in poly be a fruitful one.

Ameen ((:

takecare love,

Zue

RAMADHAN MUBARAKH!

("Are you ready, fellow Muslims?")

Ramadhan Mubarakh to all Muslims!

This is a holy month that unites all fellow Muslims together through fasting, worshipping and prayers.

May every individual treats this month with respect and make it a point for us to turn over a new leaf, if needed.

Oh Allah, may you forgive me for every mistake/sin I have made and may you continuously encourage me to serve you.

May joys of life be showered on me always <3>

and may I always have your guidance in everything I do.

Ameen (:

takecare love,

Zue

ALEX BONG SHAU PING

Today’s post is especially for my "awesome" friend since he forced me to write up something about him.
Alex, thank you for all the songs that I’ve requested for!
You’re such an awesome friend*I was forced to say this, HAHA*.
I’m sure you know this but I really do miss you, fat gay.
Do visit Singapore whenever you’re free!
I miss those times in Robinsons ((:

Pst: Anyways, I forgot how to spell your name, haha!

takecare love,

Zue

A page full of fats, anyone?

(A new running shoe)

I felt really ugly due the extra fats!
I was really disappointed when I tried on the extra small sized dress which looked really horrendous on me.

I’m no more a small figured girl who used to fit in the smallest size dresses/tops in the departmental store and I look horrifyingly ugly judging on the extra page of fats.

This makes me ponder over the amount of fats(particularly fast foods) I have consumed which thus causes this unsightly sight of me.
I’m back on track after today and I hope to make a change in myself.

Hamizan, our bet(for the past 4 years) is still on, i remember (:

Anyways, this is what I got for Abah on his birthday and I'm glad that he likes it!

It's a laser-photo frame, uniquely customized!
Anyways, he chose the photo, NICEE! <3>

takecare love.

Disappointment.

I was really disappointed upon hearing the news.

Why can’t the school just agree and make things easier for everybody?TSK!

I have got no choice but to wait for school to secure us with a good internship.

I’m hoping for a good internship just like Tiger Airways and nothing far away from my house, please.

And for now, I have to rethink about my future.

Oh god, why such a fate?

Nevertheless, I have learned a lot from the cabin crew training and if I’m given a choice, I’ll definitely do it as a part time job before I got myself registered in any university.

Insyallah, I’ll have a taste of it at least.

Despite not getting into Tiger Airways, I’m really hoping school will approve the dance competition that we’ll register for.

For at least, this time I would be able to compete together with my professionals (:

And oh yah, I just can’t wait to model for a wedding company and get free makeover again,

oh so fun!

I just can’t wait for my life to get more interesting!

Thank you Allah.

takecare love,

Zue

Let's Track!

Call me weird or crazy, but I’m getting my feet back on track.
You don’t get what I mean, right?
Basically, I need to do something that I love doing since young which is running.
I just need to get back on shape because
I feel really uncomfortable wearing my favorite tight dresses as I’m getting a little bit bigger now.
I really do put on a little more weight and dancing itself would not help.
I just can’t wait to go shopping with dearest Ziiya to get my new sports shoe! Wee!
Haha, see you in hours to come :)

takecare love,

Zubeidaa

Pain.

It looks really ugly and I just can’t bear this pain in me.
I have got no idea to how this happen nor does the doctor have a say to it.
What can this really be?
A purplish/black mark that is really painful.

Blood clod?

Oh Allah, please make sure that is nothing serious because I can’t bear anymore pain.

takecare love,

Zubeidaa

A load lesser!

I’m glad that my horrible nightmares of projects are over!
I’m just left with another presentation and exams to kill.
But nevertheless, I’m proud to say that I’m still surviving with the amount of workload given this semester.
Thank god for being there always for me!

Exam Timetable:

Managerial Accounting- 07 September 2010
Performance& Compensation Management- 08 September 2010
Human Resource Development- 09 September 2010
Event Management- 13 September 2010

All because of YOG, I have to sacrifice my Hari Raya Celebration JUST to study for exams. Sucks!

Mr Holiday, Please Come Fast!

Takecare love,

Zue

21ST

“Cheers to a friendship that would last either a lifetime or forever”- Castillo

You’re birthday was awesome!

Glad you did enjoy every surprise we’ve given to you.

& the best part about your birthday is the videos specially made by your parents.

It’s really sweet and I just can’t stop laughing watching your younger days.

You’re just so cute!

And now, faster get married because I can’t wait to see Castillo’s Junior! ((:

I love you Bestie!

takecare love.